I have no clue what is going on with me recently. I've been taking a lot of things personal for reasons that are left unknown to me. I have no no no no clue why.... maybe I'm just PMSing.
I have this weird thing that if I feel sort of left out or snubbed, I go into total bitch mode. Usually I'm able to control my emotions, but for the past week I've been like a piece of dynamite... anything will set me off. I probably need to catch up on sleep since tests were keeping me up and stressing me out. I have another on Tuesday so aghhh again.
I don't know, I think I've been in bitch mode since I started talking to some people on ABB and on other sites. I mean, it's really hard to get the actual meaning of someone's statement through the internet & I probably do misinterpret them. Anyways, I've gotten a few critical statements recently which have pissed the hell out of me. I just wanted to reach over and slap whoever said it. But oh well. I mean, if someone has a problem with something I'm wearing, I couldn't give a hoot. It's not like I need everyone to like the looks I make. Some people just need to learn how to word their statements, or maybe they just say it like that to be rude... no clue. I've gotten a few questions as to why I'm a "featured writer" on ABB. Because I was asked, that's why!!! God, I wish some would just come out and say what they mean. "Your makeup looks like ass" would be more appreciated than some covert stab in the back. "I should be on the weblog instead of you" would be even better. Go ahead, I really don't care.
Whatevs. This is totally pointless writing this and I'm just all pissy. I'll go to sleep now so maybe I'll actually wake up on the right side of the bed.