I read through the old comments and remember the amazing community of friends I had back then. I really started this blog and YouTube because I had an interest in beauty and didn't have a group of girlfriends with similar interest around me. The internet helped me find a community of friends, first on Specktra and later on Asian Beauty Blog. I loved having friends to talk about girlie things with and to share random bits of my life. I wasn't connecting with some of the people around me and in this day in age, it's not a hard idea that you can meet true friends and people with similar interests thousands of miles away.
Sometimes I wonder if anyone ever reads my blog anymore. This isn't a cry for attention, it's just a true pondering. I'm different than I was 7 years ago.... I've lived life more (which is why there are long periods of turning into a ghost), experienced life more.... had struggles and triumphs more than before. I'm not as cutesy as I used to be, I have a corporate job that I don't love and I feel uncreative at times. I wanted to let my creative juices flow again and that's why I started blogging and YouTubing again.
Anyways, I guess I was inspired to write a random emo post since I used to vent about everything when I first started my blog and it's kind of nice to go back and remember what's been going on. So maybe in 7 years I'll look back at this post and remember how my life was at this time.